Chapter 1

My death came on the eve of my wedding.

The first to find my suicide note was the man I'd been with for eight years, the one who was about to become my husband.

Ryan. He was the man in this world who loved me most.

When I was eighteen, I was diagnosed with leukemia.

My parents packed up and abandoned me overnight.

It was Ryan who rushed from across the country, using all his savings to pay for my hospital bills.

"I don't want the treatment anymore…"

"Please, just do it for me? You're not afraid of dying, so why are you afraid to fight for your life this one time?"

Ryan knelt before me, begging me to get treatment.

He took meticulous care of me every day, staying by my side.

For me, he worked relentlessly to earn money.

"Chloe, I won't just make sure you live. I'll make sure you live happily."

I guess I was lucky, and unlucky, at the same time.

On the suicide note I'd prepared long ago, the first words I left for him were:

【Ryan, actually, I've known you were cheating for a long time.】