Chapter 1

After the SATs, I was drugged at a party.

My childhood crush, Ethan, showed up just in time.

Just as I was about to give myself to him, lines of my own handwriting appeared before my eyes.

"I regret it so much. Why did I ever sleep with Ethan?"

Regret? How could I?

The next second, the diary scrolled further.

"Ethan ruined me, all to stop Liam from confessing his feelings to me, just so Ethan and Chloe could be together."

"How ridiculous. For him, I gave up Harvard, stayed in our hometown to marry him and have a family, only to find out when I was almost dying that he'd always loved Chloe."

"After thirty years of marriage, I only saw him truly smile for the first time on the day Chloe and Liam got divorced."

"And then, because Chloe's son needed an exorbitant amount for his wedding, with just a 'sorry,' he cut off all my medical and prescription funds."

"But what good is 'sorry' when I'm already dying?"

I froze, my eyes suddenly burning.

Because the last line of the diary read, "Audrey, if you ever go back thirty years, please, please push Ethan away."